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Ruya. 

vision. dream.

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Move like you know you’re built

for something bigger.

For the ones who know deep down they were meant to do things their way—but need the trust to back it up.

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MY APPROACH

I help perfectionists, overachievers and recovering people-pleasers build Self-trust so you can stop spiraling and start scaling in every part of your life.
 

By Bridging the Gap Between Self-Awareness and Self-Trust

Reconnect with the part of you that already knows what you want—without the noise of outside opinions.

Stop shrinking, overthinking, and playing small out of fear of what others might think.

 Build the kind of self-trust that makes putting yourself out there feel right instead of terrifying.

Step into your power, your voice, and your next level—without waiting for permission.

CREATE THE LIFE
YOU
DESERVE 

 

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Option

1:1 Self-Trust Mentorship

This 3- or 6-month 1:1 coaching program is a personalized space where we’ll work together to rebuild your self-trust, align your decisions with your true desires, and break free from burnout and perfectionism. 

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Option

1:1 TV Consulting Coaching/Mentorship

This program is built to help creatives navigate the TV industry, develop and refine standout unscripted shows, and break through the personal blocks that are keeping you stuck. 

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Option

Workplace Workshops

I offer personalized workshops to help teams build resilience, reduce stress, and foster self-trust for better collaboration and productivity.
Each session is tailored to your
organization’s unique needs.

I'VE WORKED WITH:

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Global SVP, Media.Monks

Hanan led an exceptional workshop on self-care and boundaries for our company, leaving an indelible impact on our team. Her expertise and thoughtful approach were evident in every aspect of the session. She not only delivered a powerful meditation experience but also provided invaluable guidance on emotional regulation and setting boundaries. The PDF notebook she crafted as a takeaway was both beautiful and incredibly useful, offering practical strategies and actionable insights that we are already implementing. Hanan’s contribution to our wellness journey has been a welcomed addition to our busy work life, providing us with meaningful tools to enhance our well-being.
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Physical Therapist, Ventura Orthopedics

My colleagues learned techniques that helped them cope through a stressful day.  She awakened self-awareness in others. It was a pleasant surprise to hear the feedback the staff had and how many things resonated with them through her presentation.  If you want to improve communication or just mindfulness - she is a must to hire.
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HR, Carmax

Our HR team was feeling weighed down and stressed, and we were looking for new ways to focus on our mental health and wellbeing. Hanan’s workshop was just what we needed at the right time. Hanan helped to pinpoint the root of our stress and provided valuable breathing techniques that we use to bring a sense of peace and calm to our day. Her voice is the perfect guide throughout the meditation, and we all felt like a weight was lifted after our workshop. The workshop was so fulfilling and impactful that we invited Hanan back to lead us through another session.
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You Were Never Meant
to Fit in Their Box

You’ve spent your whole life trying to follow the rules, play the game, and make it work. You’ve checked all the boxes. Done the “right” things. Held yourself to impossible standards.

 

But no matter how much you achieve, how much you perfect, how much you try to get it right—it never quite clicks.

 

Because deep down, you’ve always known that doing things their way was never your way.

 

Maybe you’ve tried to suppress that feeling. Maybe you’ve convinced yourself to stay in the lines. Maybe you’ve even gaslit yourself into thinking this is just how it is.

 

But that part of you that knows? That sees the bigger vision? That refuses to settle?

 

She’s still there. And she’s ready for you to trust her.

About Me

Self Trust Mentor

Like a lot of high achievers, I hustled my ass off. And I was rewarded for it. Promotions. A solid income. Recognition.

I was the one who got it done.

But the same habits that built my success—pushing harder, chasing perfection, working past my limits—became the same things that burned me the hell out.

The standards I once prided myself on?


They stopped feeling like something that set me apart and started feeling impossible to keep up with.

I had built my success on tools that became weapons.


The very things that got me ahead—overdelivering, saying yes to everything, proving myself over and over—became a cycle I couldn’t break.

I was thriving on the outside.
Drowning on the inside.

And I hit a point where I was just done. Done feeling drained. Done feeling like my worth was tied to how much I could handle. Done with burning myself out just to prove I was good enough.

So, I went all in. I unlearned the hustle, the self-doubt, the people-pleasing, the constant questioning of myself.


I rebuilt my success on self-trust. And my life? Did a complete 180.

And now, I help you do the same.

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Meditation is not about quieting your mind but training it to spot and shift the patterns that hold you back. It’s about building trust in your ability to choose differently. Even just 5 minutes a day can make a huge difference in how aware and in control you feel.

Leslie W, Canada

"Thank you for offering this calming and uplifting meditation. I appreciated the idea of connecting to a source of light and then sharing that with others.
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